just a collection of thoughts and times ..

a wednesday day morning/afternoon .. just getting up and my thoughts together and i think , "why  not blog ?"

i must admit , i thought when school was over that i would blog ALL the time. but , for the beginning of this grand summer '10 .. i've done a lot of nothing .. just chilling , getting some thoughts together , being a little angry , and catching up with loves.

but i can't neglect world ruling for long .. since we've last left off soooooooo much has happened. sooo we'll have a little blog diarrhea .. is that okay ? of course it is , =). here we go !


guess we'll start with my trip to richmond ! one saturday morning , i traveled to my dream school to learn more about it. and you know , stuff like that.. ha.

the trip only made me fall more in love with the school. it was enjoyable as well with the people i love ! =).

next , was another birthday in the month of april. my best friend since the third grade , mikela celebrated another year of life. i love that guhh !

the next event was another that called for celebration .. i took a road trip , a very scenic one i might add , with rj to the great va tech..

the reason you ask ? ? ? none other than my ride or die , christian , crossed AKA.

i was SOOOOOOO proud of her , =). catch another celebration in the spring of '11 , ;). [ extraaaa cheesy , i know.. but i was so proud. ]

as time went on .. the time i dreamed of finally came ! MOVING OUT OF HAMPTON.

words can't express the hell  i went through , the frustration i felt , or the you know other stuff. ha. but really , although i will not miss not ONE building .. there will be people i never forget.

my math buddy jalisaaaaa. even though first semester we didn't really talk due to her sleeping disorder in math class , o_0. lmao. second semester we went round two with math class and actually got a closer..  love you guhhh. she also gave my maxie an new friend.. precious ! ha.

next , we have ms. cussy .. aqueelah. i love her for the simple fact she tried to get me out of my room. ha. it's sad that after the cafe failed inspection that she stood no chance. but , even with all the cuss words and loud convos. . .i will miss her crazy self.

last we have my roommate sent from the roommate gods above ! ha. kristina , aka my granny ! words can't even summarize our journey in moton hall room 216 ..

from the monsters to roach attacks to just plain girl talks. i hope she knows that although we depart physically , she will always be my granny !

love you granny !

now this is not even close to half of the people i will miss.. but it is who i had pictures of ! because let's face it.. people want to look at pictures , o_0. sad , but true.

we're almost done here.. ha. i'd just like to update on my naturaaaale journey. i'd say i'm 85% there. a few stragglers in the front.

it's amazing to see where i started ,

 to now !

anywhooo. summer has just been spent with some characters i love ,

and catching up with old friends.

but , it's just begun .. and ruling the world never slows down. i'll keep you in tune.

today's array of pictures is to remember someone dear to my heart. may 1, 2010 marked four years since my granddaddy passed away from lung cancer. words can't even tell how close we were or how much he meant to me. just a few pics of his life journey. you have no choice BUT to enjoy.

that's my granddaddy john , the far right.

my grams and granddaddy.

yeah , thas me. ugly i know. ha. but i loved my grandaddy.

in loving memory of john davis. love you grandaddy.

until next time. . . .

[P.S.] i know .. food for thought next time , =).

can i talk my shxt againnnnn ?

just a few things on the cerebellum ..

• first off , i'll just say these last few days of school are really getting to me .. i'm ready to be home , in MY room , in my OWN space.. shxt , i want to hear my own thoughts. who knew two days could be soo hard .. ? HU soon will be watching my backside thooooooo.
  
• next , i'll just say : robin over everything .. i'm just going to worry about me and no one else right now.. if you talk to me / fxck with me on a daily basis then it won't be a change. but if you have to think : " is she talking about me ? have i been slipping " yeah .. i probably am and i won't be bothering you with my presence much longer. the only thing i like coming second to is none .. selfish , you say ? i'll take that. from now on , i'll put myself first and make the rules as i go.
  
• lastly , i'll just say that i'm glad that my hard work has paid off.. that it won't be as long as it has been .. and when i'm gone .. i'll be just that gone.

a little more vulgar than normal .. but hey, just thought i'd talk my shxt , if thas okay.. that what this is for right ? oh .. okay.

- and i i'll start not to bother .. like brother without the r , if you knew better , you'd do better .. NIGGA !

until next time. . .

april , the month of birth.. days , that is.

sooooo april has been quite the eventful month.. in my family , april is the month with thee most birthdaysssss. so as you can imagine thas what i've been up to.. celebrating life.

up first we have my gramsssssss. april 6th is her day and it is amazing to see her celebrate ... uhhh let's just say 5 additional decades more than i've spent on earth.

next , we have my little heart.. april 10th is angel aka lil simone's birthday. celebrating four awesome years of life.. LOL.

seems just like yesterday i was holding her in my arms as a wittle baby. now she'll be off to school soon. 

it was a family affair as my little cousins came to celebrate as well.

up next , we have whoooo ? oh , thas right , ME !

april 12th marked my 19th year of breathing on GOD's green earth.. while my birthday weekend wasn't exactly the best.. someone came to visit me to make it ALL better. 

thas right.. christian came home that weekend ! she took me out to red robin's .. ironic huh. 

i think her just being there made me happier than anything she could've gotten me. #mushy , i know.

as for my actual b'day ?? i kept it simple. went to class. all i asked for was to have a "real" meal to eat. and i got just that.. two of my favorite people temporarily saved me from the campus of HU to go where ?

yup , pizza hut.. LOL. it's all i really wanted..

thanks to everyone who sent me well wishes via text , call , facebook , twitter.. i appreciate it !

it made me thankful to spend nineteen years of being wonderfully robin , rob , saboo , skipper , robbie , rizzie. .. ME !!

up next was ari's birthday , april 13th.. yes , the day after mine. and next week on april 22nd it will be ivana's birthday.. three pretty girls born in the month of april. [ my momma musta got it popping every july back in the day ! ]

today's food for thought is something i found out i will start having to practice immediately. have you ever been too nice or trusted the wrong person.. ?? well lately , a lot of different scenarios around those lines have happened to me. soo what i've decided to do is STOP caring..

it seems like when you do.. people finally get the picture. i'm a generally nice person , but lately it seems like people have taken advantage of that.. soooooo , since they don't care. neither will i , =). simple right ?

LOOK WHAT ROBIN FOUND:

sometimes i randomly search through photobucket to look at random pics.. i stumbled upon this pic of my love , kanye west. 

i instantly made it apart of my life ! xD.

today's array : it's a celebration bxtchesssssssss ! =) , you know the deal.. enjoy. . .or not.

my love is growing up !

birthday girlssssss.

deeeweeell !

i enjoy the simple things in life..

until next time. . . .

food for thought : bread of life..

sooooo, yesterday i was in the writing lab visiting chris..  brittnei  was reading a daily scripture..

so today i thought i'd share something quick and light with you guyssssss. now i'm not a "holier than thou" type person.. but i do take my relationship with GOD seriously.. sooo to keep me from strangling people at times and help my day go better i use this..

this is my "bread of life" .. it has scriptures that you pull out and read.

before i go to class each morning i take one to read and pray before i start my day.. it actually helps me get my thoughts together.

the scripture in the picture reads : "in the day of my trouble i will call upon thee: for thou wilt answer me." -psalm 86;7 , kjv.

my uncle kevin gave it to meeeeeeee , =).

but yeah.. thas really all i wanted to share with you guysssss. i know you hate when i don't post much , but i just wanted to share that.

until next time. . . . .

what a @[lovely]218 surprise..

it's meeeeee. it's been a while i know.. but the end of the school year = #grindtime. and i don't blog about things unless i feel they are relevant.. and quite frankly.. nothing relevant has happened.. until NOW.

besides springtime being here, i have received the best news in a very long time.

I GOT ACCEPTED INTO THE UNIVERSITY OF RICHMOND ! ! ! ! ! ! !

STORY TIME :

on friday april 2nd, i traveled home [as i do every weekend]. i asked my father if he heard anything from richmond. he said no. i went downstairs to check the mailbox only to see nothing. i quickly dismissed it , thinking i would hear from them soon.

as i was sitting in my room doing my hair and talking to ari later.. my father unexpectedly walked through the door with one of the biggest smiles on his face and a blue folder saying : 

welcome to the university of richmond.

it was like a dream come true.. after all the HELL i went/go through at hampton , it all has paid off. soooo i am now officially a richmond spider. =) , yeeeeee ! i thank everyone who stood by me during this and last semester.

a run down of my journey through hampton is DEFINITELY in a post coming soon to a cpu near you.

today's food for thought is from something i often wonder about.. why do people put ALL their business , emotions , thoughts out on social networks ? twitter , facebook , myspace , o_0. i never understood why people put all their relationship and other business out for everyone to see. in my opinion it only leaves room for everybody to be in their business , which they often express how they can't stand. 

what makes it worse is they don't understand why people get in their business and have things to say ? ! ? sometimes it's just best to keep your thoughts , business , and every other personal thing to yourself. it'll save a lot of unwanted . . . uhh just a lot of unwanted ishhh , =).

today's small array is composed of random moments.. mostly with christiannnnn. each picture has a story to tell. =D , enjoy. . . .or not.

a good "girls day out" is always good for thee soul , ily christiannnnn.

#hardwork , it pays off ! =))))))).

so while at the strip one weekend, i got an ice cream cone and it kinda reminded me of something. . . .

=D , =) , XD.

i had this picture on my twitter and everyone thought it was butt cheeks or anything else under the sun.. lmbo. what do you think ? [ it is actually me sitting on the couch reaching for something on the ground] guess twitter didn't get my creative genius. ha.

dear summer , you are almost here.. can't wait to meet back up with ya. love , robin. =).

until next time. . . . .
[ps] the inspiration to the name of my post came from my future classmate tonishaaaa. check her out.. love youuuuuuuu , =).