i just always do my [o w n] thing. . .

well, well, well. for the first time in a long time, i'm not annoyed !! ever since i decided to stop complaining about school, i actually feel a lot better. i think it's because now i truly just don't give a f&%* !! =D.

anywhoooo, i had some interviews && applied for some things. . . && LORD behold, i got in !! i am apart of FEC [freshman executive council] && SGA [student government association]. gon me !! i figure i should do like the good ol kanye says in thank you && you're welcome : never complain without offering a solution. soooo these groups got something coming from me !! peep the interview attire. . . .

soooo, in other news of my life. i'm learning, growing, && truly transforming with this natural thing. . .

some days i wear it straight. . . .

but most times, now, i've been wearing it curly.

there are some rough days as you can see from my frederick douglas profile, lmbo.

but seriously, i have yet to think : "man i wanna just go && get a perm." i guess thas a good thing. this pass weekend i transformed my self from HOT MESS, to impress. [whack, i know. but it rhymed.]

i my PAST DUE fur-brows arched,

dyed my hair, [slowly, but surely. . . ]

&& took on the new learning experience of roller-setting my own hair.

it's definitely a work in progress, but funnnn nonetheless.

oh, yeah. the end product. . . . [what you think ??]

i hate that i don't have the time to blog as often as i like because things get all backed up && i have blog diarrhea !! well here are some random things going on in the life of a world ruler.

1. i visit the doctor often due to my allergies, but it's much more funn when you have a princess who wears ballerina shoes to go with you !!

for new readers, this is my ♥ lil Simone. she is growing up sooo quick. i love this girl to lifeeeeeeeee.

2. my new roommate is SOOOOO much better. we bond && everything. one night we had a pizza/movie night. we watch : he's just not that in to you. such classic.

this is my new && improved roommate, kristina. i have yet to tell the infamous "OLD ROOMMATE" story. . .but let's just say i'm glad i have a new one !!

this is kristina && her friend on our movie night, && on my side. . .

just me !! lol. still solo dolo. but hey, i kinda like it that way.

3. speaking of transformation. . . .idk if it's the meds i'm on or the 'freshman fifteen' myth, but my body is transforming. . .not in a good way thooooo.

this pic below makes me laugh everytime i look at it. but seriously i've started working out courtesy of t.mac's workout plan !! thanks travis.

i'll return to my normal me && more in nooo time. catch me in the summertime !! haaa.

won't be able to tell me nothingggggg.

4. last but not least. this could be something, or this could be nothing at all. thas sums that up for the most part. . .gotta go with the flow on this one.

well thas a lil tid bit. today's food for thought is actually a statement. i look at other bloggers && famous one && see that they talk about famous gossip. thas cool but i blog for a different reason.

first off, it's a hobby, i love taking pis && telling you guys about ruling the world. lmbo. but i was thinking the other day, that my blog does more than just that. the things i go through can stand as a testament to others. even the simple stuff i say can help someone who thought what they were going through or thought about was crazy. well i'm here to let you know it's NOT. even if i'm the only one && i am actually crazy. . .i don't care. lol. wheew. had to get that one off my chest.

but it feels good to get feedback from readers && tell me to keep up the good work or my blogs helps them or even inspires them. . .=D. means i'm doing something right.

well, i don't have many random pics today because Maxie [my precious macbookpro] doesn't want to recognize my camera. but i got you guys next time. enjoy !! or not. . .

i'm such a dork. . .

i freaking ♥♥ this movie !!

chucks && ballerina shoes. michael jack style, =D.

until next time. . . .

[ps.] i'll get to the roommate story one of these days.

food for [t h o u g h t].

well i'm sitting in my roooom, as always. just got back to this place. had a to go to the emergency room last night. i'm good now thoooo. soo i was just sitting here with maxie && i wanted to share the random thoughts going through my head. . .guess this is multiple food for thoughts && other things. . . .here it goes.

- well i'll start with a declaration/question. have you ever missed an ex ?? even if things ended bad?? well i have, i won't lie. but today i declare that i will stop missing the things that used to be. there in the past for a reason && although things in the present might not always be so dandy, i'm destined to head in the direction of greatnesssssssssssss. no more looking back !! only forward.

- okay, so why does it seem that sometimes we like people who obviously show no interest in us or play around && treat us bad. . .but don't give the people who really care the time of day?? && i'm not talking about when someone likes you && you don't like them. i'm talking about when it's mutal, but you don't give them the time forreal. i'm just saying.

- i say this all the time in person but i don't think i've mentioned it up here. but as a pretty brown/dark skin young woman i'd like to know. . .guys why is it that a light skin girl doesn't have to be pretty to be "badd". . .?? a light skin girl can be average && niggas will think she the baddest, but it's def not soo for a darker girl. i know i'm not crazy so maybe the guys can help me out on that one. . . .

- since we're on the topic of dudes, ladies why is it that when you finally make up in your mind that you will leave a dude alone for good, he's suddenly back up your a%$?? it's like a radar that goes off in their head. . .it's like a trappppppp. ugh.

- for some reason nowadays i don't mind being alone. i've always been known to be the social one when i was in highschool, but that is definitely not the case in college. but for some reason as much as i kinda miss the social life, i kinda like being dolo.

- i heard this one in church today. why is it that people naturally crave things that aren't good for them ?? food, people, habits, && everything else under the sunnnnn. living on the edge. . . .

- this is another declaration: i will not complain about how much i don't like the school i am at. thas a promiseeeeeee. if i do what i have to do, i'll be where i want to be.

- the last thing is this random thought that keeps running through my head: "in a perfect world it would be you, me, && kanye west would be playing in the background" don't know who that you is thooooooo.

well thas all for now. . .

until next time. . . .

a little bit of [t h i s] && a little bit of [t h a t];

oh blog, how i have missed theeeeeee. lol. but seriously man, school has me very busy so when something exciting does happen i don't seem to have the time to blog,

but i've been sleep all day && i'm drugged up so here goes the blog diarrhea,

soooo the main question i've been getting lately is "how's school...??"

&& i reply, "classes are good." && i mean just that. i ♥ the classes i'm taking, i know GOD has me here for a reason, && i will do my year && transfer, but besides that. . . .let's just say i'm not hampton's biggest fan.

i mean they should really call the school "mandatory university" because you have to go to all these dumb events. && they give out sheets to make sure you were there like we in pre-school.

but my biggest thing is that i can't figure out where my 30,000 dollars is going when the showers looking like they might cave in on you. . . . ???

lemme stop yo. cuz the old saying around here is that "it's what you make it." the jury is still out on that one, but other than that i'm doing the same thing, being the same robin. i'm still fighting this ongoing battle of allergies as you can see. . .[viewer discretion is advised.]

[NO I DO NOT HAVE A STD !!] i must make that clear when i talk about this. sooo i've been on a million medicines that haven't worked. . .so just keep me in prayer. ya'll never know what someone is going through underneath it all, that is def one thing this has taught me. that might be random, but it's true.

anywhooo, on to a lighter topic. this past weekend i made a trip back to my side of the water, back to the good ol P. haha. but it was good to see my fam.

you know i had to hit the streets, but there wasn't much going on.

i continued on to whatever stage of this "going natural" process that i am in. . .it's definitely a work in progress. [ya'll see them waves tho ??]

but i'm doing the curls thing for now. . .until i can get my funds right for some african queen twist again. any volunteers ?? ha.

but the best thing about coming home was reuniting with my best friend in this whole wide lonely world !! christiannnnnnnnnnn.

i swear these two girls are my heart. when we get together. . .the good times roll to say the least. lol. soooo ari, christian, && i ended up going over to christian's house.

*PAUSE* tell me why we saw this on the way to christian's house?? c'mon black people, we got to do better !! && he had the nerve to turn it onnnnnnnn !!

well anywhooo, after eating breakfast for dinner at christian's, talking about random things, && ari falling asleep. . .christian && i decided to go up to hampton so she could see the madness. look who we ran in to. . . .travissss !! ahh, debutante memories, lol.

well the next day was sunday, && after a much needed day in church i went to visit my gramssssssss.

did i forget to mention that sunday was christian's birthdayyyyyyyyyyyyyy. yay !! that girl is finally legal. we went out to eat. after we went to her house for some cake.

&& soon, after catching up, laughing, joking around, && talking, it was time to say goodbye to christian, =(. but it really wasn't goodbye, only see you laterrrr.

well, thas how my weekend went. && it's been a rough week with me having a cold, doc appts., school, && these allergies, but hey the weekend's almost here againnnnn !!

today's food for thought goes a little something like this. "they say people in your life are seasons, && anything that happen is for a reason"-kanye west. while all of my idol's actions may not please everyone [ha.], his words speak truth.

sometimes no matter how long or short it may be, people are in your life for seasons. people are meant to hurt you, love you, lie to you, cuss you out, make you happy && prove they aren't who you thought they were. while some people are put in your life to last forever some aren't. && though it may hurt sometimes the ones we thought would be forever may be the ones we see go. but hey, without experience of these things, how would we gain knowledge ?? just something to think about.

today's array of pictures comes mostly from photobooth off of my lovely mac, with some of the people i love most. it can become addictive. there are other randomsss too. enjoy !! or not.

happy birthday christiannnnnn !! how i love theee.

macbookpro: photobooth, it's addictive

i sometimes literally feel like this. . .

derrell && i. [two thoatsssss, ha.]

can't you tell we missed each otherrrrr ?? ha.

a one-eyed curl type of world.

hope you had a happy birthday ride or dieeeeee !!

until next time. . .

[ps.] i still haven't forgot about the "former roommate story" !!

this is a [p s a]

to all my followers, readers, browsers, && everyone else:

this is a. . .

PUBLIC SERVICE ANNOUNCEMENT.

i apologize for my absence/lack of posts this month. i'm at a point right now where i really don't give a f*$%.

i blog about things that go on in my life that i enjoy or random happenings. . . . . .but lately, there's been an absence of those types of things. i have yet to meet someone or somethin i would actually blog about.

but don't worry, this weekend my best friend in the world is coming homeeeee!!

so until then. . .i'm sorry you guys.

ohhhh, but on the next post, i'm going innnnnn on my former rommate, yes, former. long story.

all i can say is pray for me, cuz i'm on the dark side of the moon right now.

until next time. . . . .